Being that this is my very first blog post, I am compelled to strongly encourage you to not get your hopes up. A strong indicator of this reasoning is that I really am going off the cuff with no subject to speak directly on.
Truly the best thing I can do right now is to encourage you to step off the cliff. (No, definitely not literally ya crazy person) I mean metaphorically of course. I have been questioned recently on my view on life. It took me a while, but when I got back to them with my answer ultimately it came down to the fact that life is too short to screw around and whether we like it or not it will end.
The mean spirited people, the dramatic people that have a love affair with themselves, the fake people... they all can take a back seat; especially if they detract from your happiness. I would be lying if I said I didn't get bothered on occassion by those petty things but as a whole I successfully purge that darkness right out of my mind. They aren't worthy of the space.
Ain't nobody got time for that.
Focus on you and what is good for you and your family. Screw the crappy people that don't support your new endeavors, your lifestyle, even your newbie artistic efforts. If you aren't feeling amazing now, you will if you focus on the positive daily. Push back the nagging negative that is like a mold on the soul. That alone will change everything as you know it.
But it's kinda like forcing yourself to drink water if you don't like it.
You have to do it a little more every day until it becomes habit and you actually crave it. You will strongly desire positive energy in your life so much that you purge all the negative (this incluedes people that suck your energy). They are actually the ones missing out if they have to be sent to the 7th ring of shunned due to their own poor behavior.
Step off that cliff of uncertainty - embrace positive change - do something different. Change is not only good, but necessary.
With that - I'm outta here... gotta plan my actual future real blog ideas. Or is this a real blog now? I am entirely unclear on blog protocol - but wait - I don't care!